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AURORA LEIGH.
Who, in a rush of too long prisoned flame,Their radiant faces upward, burn awayThis dark of the body, issuing on a worldBeyond our mortal?—can I speak my verseSo plainly in tune to these things and the rest,That men shall feel it catch them on the quick,As having the same warrant over themTo hold and move them, if they will or no,Alike imperious as the primal rhythmOf that theurgic nature? I must fail,Who fail at the beginning to hold and moveOne man,—and he my cousin, and he my friend,And he born tender, made intelligent,Inclined to ponder the precipitous sidesOf difficult questions; yet, obtuse to me,—Of me, incurious! likes me very well,And wishes me a paradise of good,Good looks, good means, and good digestion!—ay,But otherwise evades me, puts me offWith kindness, with a tolerant gentleness,—Too light a book for a grave man’s reading! Go,Aurora Leigh: be humble.There it is;We women are too apt to look to one,Which proves a certain impotence in art.We strain our natures at doing something great,Far less because it’s something great to do,Than, haply, that we, so, commend ourselvesAs being not small, and more appreciableTo some one friend. We must have mediators