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Life of Charlotte Brontë.
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"With secret labour to sustainIn humble patience every blow;To gather fortitude from pain,And hope and holiness from woe.
vi."Thus let me serve Thee from my heart,Whate'er may be my written fate;Whether thus early to depart,Or yet a while to wait.
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"If Thou should'st bring me back to life,More humbled I should be;More wise—more strengthened for the strife,More apt to lean on Thee.
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"Should death be standing at the gate,Thus should I keep my vow;But, Lord, whatever be my fate,Oh let me serve Thee now!"
I take Charlotte's own words as the best record of her thoughts and feelings during all this terrible time.
"April 12th.
"I read Anne's letter to you; it was touching enough, as you say. If there were no hope beyond this world,—no eternity,—no life to come,—Emily's fate, and that which threatens Anne, would be heart-breaking. I cannot forget Emily's death-day; it becomes a more fixed, a darker, a more frequently recurring idea in my mind than ever. It was very terrible. She was torn,