Poems (Bell)/My Dear, Dead Love

MY DEAR, DEAD LOVE.
O dearest, sweetest, best!My own first love!Look down with tenderPitying eyes from up Above!I am so tired with thisWeary, endless strife.The days and days of toilOf this—called life!This life—a living death,With agony in every breath.Stretch out thy hand and touch me,You from that far land!
I stretch my arms about meBut they empty fall,Darkness is all aroundMe, like a pall!Send me some word,Some message, O my love,One little messageOnly from Above!I speak, you answer not.So far away!I call, you cannot hearOne word I say,The only time you everTurned unwilling ear;The only time I ever calledYou would not hear!
Yes; I am weary, darlingWith the strife.And long so much to hear you say:"My love, my life, my wife!" Oh! tell me, will you meet.Me soon, my own?Thine be the hand to guideMe when I come—Am called to meet youIn (once more) our "home"?O call me soon, O comeAnd take me "home" to rest,My own true love,O sweetest, dearest, best!