Poems (Cary)/Doomed

DOOMED.
Oh demon waiting o'er the grave,To plead against thy power were vain;Turning from heaven, I blindly gaveMy soul to everlasting pain.Take me and torture me at will—My hands I will not lift for aye,The flames that die not, nor can kill,To wind from my poor heart away;For I have borne and still can bearThe pain of sorrow's wretched storms,But, love, how shall I hush the prayerFor the sweet shelter of thy arms?
Oh home! no more your dimpling rillsWould cool this forehead from its painFlowers, blowing down the western hills,Ye may not fill my lap again;Time, speed with wilder, stormier wings,The smile that lights my lip to-day,As like the ungenial fire that springsFrom the pale ashes of decay.O! lost, like some fair planet-beam,In clouds that tempests over-brim,How could the splendor of a dreamMake all the future life so dim!