Poems (Cary)/Isadore's Dream

ISADORE'S DREAM.
I wandered in a visionary field:Lilacs were purpling out, the ousel, fleet,Plunged in the rainy brook; the air was sweetWith sprouting beech buds; and the full moon sealedThe red-leaved book of evening with pure white;The golden falling of a bridal nightWere scarcely to a lover's eyes so fair—And yet my thoughts clung, bat-like, to despair.
I would not see the green and pleasant grass,But willows dim and cypresses instead;I said they made me sad, and sighed, Alas!And said, Another year I should be dead,And rest from labor and be done with care—That the May moon would wrap my grave with light;And picking in my lap the daisies white,I braided such a crown as corpses wear.
Walking the visionary meadow o'er,My wreath upon my arm, and sighing so,And praying to be dead, the day-break snowBlushed red as any rose: Come, Isadore— In the dim rainy East an hour agoneThe sun was travelling; wake, I pray thee, sweet!One kiss before we part, perhaps to meetNext in eternity." My dream went onThe same sad way when I was wide awake,And still through all the days and nights I sigh,And try to make my heart believe that IAm grieved for anything but love's sweet sake.