Poems (Helen Jenkins)/First Impressions of Death

FIRST IMPRESSIONS OF DEATH.
A neighbor's child was breathingIts precious life away;And, to their rustic cottage,I went the night to stay.
Watching beside the motherIn the dimly-lighted room,A child of dreams and fancies,I felt and feared the gloom.
Through the low, uncurtained windows,Peered the blackness of the night;Nor moon, nor star, through rifted cloud,Sent in its cheering light.
The firelight filled with spectresEach shadowy recess.What death was like, I did not know—I could not even guess.
Oh, where was God? I felt adriftUpon a shoreless sea.I could not, dared not questionThis dreadful mystery.
The stillness was unbroken,Save by a word or sigh,—Or were the angels round us,Singing baby's lullaby?
Was it a dream? My listening earThe softest whispers heard;While, over all the darkness, shoneThe glory of the Lord—
A heavenly light, dispellingAll gloomy fear and dread,Although I heard them whisperSo low, "Baby is dead."
I left the lowly cottageIn the morning's early light,—The weary little wandererHad fluttered out of sight,—
And death, that dreaded presence,So dimly understood,Was forgotten in the visionOf ever present good.