Poems (Helen Jenkins)/The Penitent's Appeal

THE PENITENT'S APPEAL.
My Father! O my God! wilt hearMy penitential prayer?Though I have wandered far from Thee,And merit not Thy care,I feel Thou wilt not turn awayWhen erring children kneel;But Thou wilt heed—in mercy heed—When sorrowing hearts appeal.
With rainbow visions I had clothedThis changeful, fleeting life,Unconscious, in home's guarded walls,Of all its woe and strife;Shielded by watchful parents dearFrom the world's chilling phase,Till life seemed but a dream of loveTo my unwearied gaze.
I shrink as my maturer sightThe blotted page unrolls;For, far and near, 'mid wails of woeThe death-bell sadly tolls;And dark depravity and sinHave spread their direful trace,Till, as I look, a blackened veilRests o'er the earth's fair face.
I look within; my own heart meetsMe with accusing pain;Far, far from Thee, a giddy childLiving almost in vain!Yet seeking for a nobler life,Yearning to feel Thy loveLike sunlight falling on my soul,Its darkness to remove!
I can but turn to Thee; for hereAlone is refuge sweet.Thou wilt forgive my sins, and giveMe strength and wisdom meetTo do Thy will. Keep Thou my thoughtsFrom evil all my days,Nor let my vain and careless lipsForget to sing Thy praise!
O, Thou art good and merciful!When shall we cease to sin?Ah, never till "beyond the gates"We all are gathered in!We are so frail, so weak, 'tis hardTo keep the narrow way;But in that brighter, fairer landWe shall not go astray.