Poems (Kimball)/Discouragement
DISCOURAGEMENT.
LORD, when I strive to serve Thee most, Yet toil in vain; When I can see but labor lost, Instead of gain;
When plans fall out another way From what seems best, And failure comes though I obey Thy clear behest;
When hopes whereon I dare to lean Thou dost deny; When Thou forbiddest me to glean The fields hard by;
When fairest prospects opening wide Before mine eyes, Thou wallest in on every side, And mountains rise
That faith seems powerless to remove,— Then, dearest Lord, Draw near to me, draw near and prove Thy written Word!
That Thou in all things dost ordain Thy children's good; That joy shall be the fruit of pain When understood,
I know, and yet (O slow of heart!) But half believe; And when I fail in secret smart, And fret, and grieve.
Fill me with faith's divine content In Thee, O Lord, And make me willing to be spent Without reward!
Yea, Lord, without one smallest gain, Though sought alone For others' good, by toil and pain, Not for mine own.
And when my failures cast me down, Make me to rest, Not in the thought of any crown, But on Thy breast.
The weary sea-bird goes to sleep On tossing waves, Untroubled by the storm, the deep, In trust that saves.
It is the hollow of Thy hand That shapes its nest; So, though I may not understand, Make me to rest.