Poems (Mary Coleridge)/Poem 113

CXIII
Thee have I sought, divine Humility,Within, without!And Science did I take as guide to thee;She showed me Doubt.
Then did I turn to Art: "Be thou my friend,My pride destroy."She sang of Glory that should never endAnd taught me Joy.
"Nature, be thou my monitress!" I criedIn accents clear.She shook the very base of human pride,And whispered, Fear."
Lastly of Love did I beseech this grace,To come to thee;Love turned on me a dark and dreadful face,'Twas Jealousy.
My faith had gone, my hope was well-nigh dead,My strength to seek;Last came a memory. "Learn of Me," it said,"For I am meek."